the one who got away

There is this song that has taken over my thoughts every now and then for the past two weeks (still counting!). and i would like to make the most out of this strange feeling even if it would only drive me to desperation and deeper levels of longing for the one who would always be like home. I could be wrong and all the things that i'm feeling now may just be that of plain stupidity, but what the heck, life is defined by these feelings and moments that happen daily. And I am glad because in some ways this just shows that my love is alive and I'm very much capable of it.

Yeah, you are my living proof that God hasn't forgotten me - He breathed life into someone like you. You may not feel the same way towards me and our individual lives are pretty much complicated now, but for us to be together would already be too much of a blessing. The following song is for you, my one and only for the first 24 years of my life. (I wish that I could have written the lyrics by myself.)


"You're my peace of mind in this crazy world.
You're everything I've tried to find, your love is a pearl.
You're my Mona Lisa, you're my rainbow skies,
and my only prayer is that you realize
you'll always be beautiful in my eyes.

The world will turn and the seasons will change,
and all the lessons we will learn will be beautiful and strange.
We'll have our fill of tears, our share of sighs.
My only prayer is that you realize
you'll always be beautiful in my eyes.

You will always be beautiful in my eyes.
And the passing years will show
that you will always grow more beautiful in my eyes."