everything is illuminated

this is one of those rare moments in this continuing journey of self-discovery that i see everything perfectly, everything seems to be illuminated.

it would be hard to put into words and to describe this feeling but i would try for the sake of putting it into record. this moment is like being inspired by a small movie after watching its unexpected ending. you were so inspired that you keep on talking about it for a long time for it made you feel good of being alive. it is like being vindicated of your past decisions and saying to yourself that you were right from the very beginning. it is like finding the purpose of your existence in a certain place and time. it is like when you realized you want to spend the rest of your life with somebody, you want the rest of your life to start as soon as possible.

it took years for me to finally know how to deal with all these things that were made heavier and more difficult by being far away from home, far from my comfort zones. it was mainly due to a simple matter of having the right objectives and reasons but for the wrong destination. (yeah! a mismatch! hahay...) but who was i to know, i could have never known it then, no matter how many people i would ask for advice, i still would have made the same decision. but as i continue walking on with this life, and picking up some lessons in each road, i know i would still find a way to be happy and a reason to smile. (oh, it feels good to be dreaming again! bring out the party! :D )